The Rabbit I Finally Lost

By Kristin H. Sample

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Long Island, 1991

We put Cleo down today. Cleo is was my rabbit. She was my pet. Not like our yellow lab Clancy who belongs to my mother.

That was the cheapest vet bill we ever got, my father tells my mother.

He took my rabbit to the vet about an hour ago. Wrapped her in a towel. Her fur matted and sweaty.

I am sad, but I do not cry. I do not cry very much at all. Even when I broke my ankle playing soccer, I cried only when it first happened. When my father carried me off the field. Then I just sat on the sidelines and shivered and waited for the game to finish.

My grandfather came to see the game and told my mom I was in shock.…

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Defected

By Alexandra Wagman

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I was born with a wooden toe.  The nurses attempted to conceal its hardy composition by swathing me in a white cotton blanket, but the moment my mother laid her hands on me she counted my fingers and toes.  You can imagine her disappointment.

As soon as I could stand, my mother bought me Straight Last shoes in an effort to conform the toe.  They were stiff and lacing, a far cry from patent leather Mary Janes.  I wore the orthopedic shoes every day for months and years, and still I walked funny.  My left foot continued to curve inwardly due to the weight of the wooden toe.  I became aware of gravity at a terribly young age.  At Whittling Class the other kids threatened me with knives, asked to see my stub. …

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Mail

By Kristin Offiler

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You notice little things about them first, like who receives notices from collection agencies, who still subscribes to magazines, who gets wedding invitations every month or two. You can tell a wedding invitation from a regular letter because people have gotten so fussy about weddings that everything from the stationary to the actual event is over the top. The envelopes are a thick cardstock, always, and usually have a sheen to them. Plus, there’s the calligraphy. Always calligraphy.

You drop the square, iridescent, hand-lettered invitations into the mailbox of a couple you assume to be young and well-liked. You rarely ever see them, but you’ve formed a pretty good idea about what they’re like based on the catalogs they receive: J. Crew, Restoration Hardware, and L.L.…

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‘The Central Park Pact’ is Peak White Feminism

By Rachel Finston

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Lauren Layne – Passion on Park Avenue

The Central Park Pact Series is a romance series comprising three books: Passion on Park Avenue, Love on Lexington Avenue, and Marriage on Madison Avenue. They center on three women—Naomi, Claire, and Audrey—who were all duped by the same man, Brayden Hayes. Claire is the wife, who believed her husband was faithful, if absent. Audrey was the girlfriend, who believed he was going through a divorce and would marry her someday. Naomi was the mistress, who thought Brayden was single, and having a fling. All three find out the truth when Brayden dies in a freak accident. The wife, girlfriend, and mistress connect and become unlikely friends, striving to protect each other in their future romantic endeavors.…

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For Now, Good Night

By Matty Bennett

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“If I open the door he’ll flash and fade
like heat lightning behind a bank of clouds
one summer night at the edge of the world.”
—Mark Bibbins

All the men finally died, and that
was a wonderful thing. I knew
exactly where it would happen:
the beds they never slept in. Their legs
gliding like gazelles, their arms
by their sides, then on their knees.
They were all equestrian-themed,
unicorn stamps on their hands
that never washed off and too much
tequila. All the men said their love
swelled, in piles of wolf pictures
never hung, and they waited
for more secrets. They imagined
themselves as hidden artifacts,
either sacred or tired of humanity.
When they died, thousands of purple
flower buds opened at the base
of a mountain and said thank you.

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A Love Song for Peter Pan

By Heather Joinville

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We listened to the ceaseless tick of the clock in the hall
and spoke about growing old together. You said,

“It wouldn’t be so bad as we thought.”
“Birds,” you claimed, “have both wings and feet.”

When I woke the air was filled not with the scent
of your cologne, nor the gentle hum of blues riffs. 

All that now remains are sheets that lay scattered,
crumpled, like the restless sea and the faded lily.

Its petals mark the days, one at a time
falling in heaps upon the nightstand

and I press each between the pages
of the book you abandoned, half finished.

If only you had left your shadow behind as well,
so that in your absence I could still trace
                                                       the outline of your body.…

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Caverns

By Caverns

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My light has turned off. I shuffle it around, shake it, smack it a few times to try to turn it back on. It’s useless. The world inside this underwater cavern has now gone dark, and no matter how hard I try, I cannot see a thing. Even though I am wearing a wetsuit, I feel the 72-degree water pierce right through me, into my soul. My teeth begin to chatter, and a little water breaks into my regulator. My hands are trembling, and I wrap myself in a hug to try and get warm, but the fear of a possible death won’t let me raise my body temperature. My mouth has gone completely dry, even though I just took in a gulp of water about thirty seconds ago.

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