Locked In
By Kathleen Hempfling
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I watch my mother
___________________Struggle to put on a sweater
I call the right side of her body
___________________“Tin-Man without oil”
She is always half-smiling
___________________One eye three-quarters shut
I say she keeps it closed to see into the future
___________________“Mama, do you need help?”
Her twisted tongue cannot utter
___________________“No”
“Mama, can I stay out past curfew?”
___________________“One at a time”
“Can I have twenty dollars?”
___________________“One at a time”
That one syllable word is misplaced
___________________Somewhere deep within her mind
“NO!”
___________________I will help her put on her sweater
But she is hot to the touch
___________________A boiling pot of water
Whose cover will not let steam escape
___________________Her words
A prisoner, who was not proven guilty
___________________Her mind
A prison cell brimming with letters from a past self
___________________(though that may be ironic, Mama can’t write anymore)
Her thoughts
___________________Rumblings from within
A landslide of words
___________________Stuck in the mud that is her tongue
Where, “one at a time” means everything
Author’s Note: This piece is inspired by people with aphasia.